Monday, October 12, 2009


So I've been so bad eating so much junk food. I can't seem to kick this fat girl eating habits. It's so darn frustrating! I want so badly to be thin again, yet I keep self sabotaging (sp? Is that even a word?) myself. It's my's what I do.

It doesn't do any good to beat myself up. It's going to take sometime but I can do it!!! I realize that I did just have a baby and I am not rich nor famous so I can't have a personal trainer helping me melt off the weight. It's just me. Plus it took like six years to balloon up to this weight.

More motivation though. I found pictures of me when I was thin. Dang I was a hottie yo! Holla! I'm going to put those pictures of myself on my treadmill to keep me going.

Time for this chubby girl to get some sleep. Not getting proper sleep also contributes to the porkiness. Nite nite.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I'm beat

I was a bad fat girl yesterday. I made chicken broccoli with bow tie pasta and alfredo sauce. Plus I didn't exercise. Oh well.

Today I have done a half hour of Yoga and then half an hour of Belly dancing. I'm not done yet though! I am going to get on the treadmill while I watch GH.

We still have leftovers of the pasta but I'm going to fill up on salad and only have a cup of pasta. Not too bad.

I'm loving fit tv. It's cheaper then joining a gym or buying DVD's! Plus I don't have to worry about day care.

With the exception of when I was younger and going out dancing at clubs every weekend, I don't think I've ever worked out this much. I'm actually pretty proud of myself! Well it's treadmill time.

Onwards and upwards.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Back in the saddle again...

So I have been noticeably absent for a month. I would like to say that even though I've been bad at writing I've been good with my diet and exercise. That would be a lie though.

No I've been indulging in chinese food and have had some drinks.

However today is another day. I'm back to eating healthier and exercising. I only did 20 mins today but that's better then nothing. Like for lunch I had a tuna sandwich on wheat with lots of green lettuce. Dinner will be meat loaf and carrots, broccoli, and salad.

So here I go again. As always...

Onwards and upwards.